Waqt badal gaya.
Lakin me yaha huu.
I tried to change the environment with the hope that I can think clearly, get different perspective and able to think out of the box. I tried for a very long time with many changes, adaptation and improvement, I presume. But actually, without noticed, I drown myself to a deep hole which I feel suffocated with the life I created. I felt stuck, nowhere to go and really helpless.
Thanks Allah. Alhamdulillah. My prayer has been answered.
At one point, I give myself time to reflect, “Why don’t I go to the time the best of who I am?”.
Finally I make a U-turn, try to build up and create my old-own space; which the nature and environment brings the best of me, makes the ideas flow freely and give me the essence of life, warmth and tranquility.
> a desk
> a chair
> a computer
> a note book
> lots of pen
> wall (to put anything inside my mind)
> a window (to see the outer world)
that's all. No fancy table with beautiful flowers plus white telephone to call. Nope. ONLY up there.
|my lovely space for my'self'|
Yes, right. This is who I am. This is the correct place for me to unlock the innermost potential of whatever desirably I want to be.
I am strong. I am who I am. PERFECTION is the natural state.